Monday, June 20, 2005
Slowly, gently now
Been reading people's blogs that made me quite xian abt my apparent state of inertia. Think most have already found a job of some kind or r at least actively looking out. For me, I am going for another interview for e job of a reporter soon, but I am again not sure I want it that much now that I am told to relax and not be so agitated anymore.
Yeah yeah I have always been a bit of the easily agitated sort who gets stressed out easily, tho think I have bec better under God's guidance over e years. I neva knew e effects of it until now. Realized that I shd take things easy and seek God in watever I do and not rush headlong into stuff with my own limited capability. Isn't it strange that u choose to do things urself even tho u know that there is Someone wiser than u?
So I made e following resolution of taking wat I called a "Walk with God" in 1 of e next few days, just being alone with Him and talking to Him, meditating away from e hustle and bustle of daily life. I do that sometimes in e past but have gotten so caught up with stuff that I hardly ever do that now. I have oso decided on e venue, or rather venues, since I usually wander from place to place during such a time. I realized that I need Him ever so much and haven't been spending enough time with Him. We'll talk abt my job search and this other matter plus others which have been weighing on my heart lately.
Ok, set liao! A date with my Lord and Savior.
Yeah yeah I have always been a bit of the easily agitated sort who gets stressed out easily, tho think I have bec better under God's guidance over e years. I neva knew e effects of it until now. Realized that I shd take things easy and seek God in watever I do and not rush headlong into stuff with my own limited capability. Isn't it strange that u choose to do things urself even tho u know that there is Someone wiser than u?
So I made e following resolution of taking wat I called a "Walk with God" in 1 of e next few days, just being alone with Him and talking to Him, meditating away from e hustle and bustle of daily life. I do that sometimes in e past but have gotten so caught up with stuff that I hardly ever do that now. I have oso decided on e venue, or rather venues, since I usually wander from place to place during such a time. I realized that I need Him ever so much and haven't been spending enough time with Him. We'll talk abt my job search and this other matter plus others which have been weighing on my heart lately.
Ok, set liao! A date with my Lord and Savior.
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