The Opera Populaire

Woke up to find that I have caught the flu bug once again. Ai...to think that it's only been 1 month since my last bout! Must rest a lot and drink more water now.

Meanwhile the job search offically starts! Now that I have finally persuaded my folks that thyroid is no reason to not work. I am perfectly healthy, really. And it's take a turn for e better.

Understanding another's point of view is essential in any relationship, not only in BGR. But sometimes, trying to be a middleman btw 2 "warring parties" can take its toll on u, as u get caught in the crossfire. Am I a self-centered person? I always pray and try to be a less selfish person...but perhaps it's impossible to please everyone, not that I'm an angel. Even if wat u r trying to do is to make the other(s) happier, it doesn't guarantee the other party will appreciate it. When other ppl r just out to manipulate the other party, they reciprocate by giving positive reactions to the manipulator! U r telling me, wat I have been doing is not enough? That is very, very hurting. And I am hurting enough liao. From now onwards, I am moving on and letting go, in every aspect of life. Enough is enough.