Tuesday, August 16, 2005
Rambles and Clarification
Life has been relatively quiet on the surface, but many issues lay fermenting beneath. For one, a certain prob has cropped up with my bro, which means that he may be coming back on Sun instead of the scheduled 1 month later. I really pray that God will intervene and heal him. Quite a scary time when we worry abt wat's wrong exactly. And this means that my trip back to Indonesia may be postponed yet again or may not happen at all. This is the most pressing thing on my mind now. Trying to remember that God is in control even as everything in my life seems to be spinning out of control.
My decision to go back Indonesia had taken everyone by surprise, it seems. I'm kinda happy cos I have made so many frens who cared abt me enough to ask why did I wanna do that :) In the past, nobody would have batted an eyelid..but then again u guys wouldn't when u know me for a bit longer. It's a regular thing that I do every holiday, but of course this time round it's a bit more special. My bro is going to Aust soon, and my Mom wants us to all gather a bit before that happens and I find a job, cos then we may not be able to gather so often liao. I know it's not a very good time to go back, but we have no choice. That's the prob when u stay in 2 different countries. That's all the reason there is really. Nothing more. I want to put this up on public domain becos too many ppl have come up to ask me why and come up with all sorts of speculation. So I'm explaining this once and for all. Phew :) But yeah, with the above turn of event, it may not happen at all. Sigh.
Why does it seem that everyone around me is troubled with some thing or another? Still, thank God for His reassuring presence!
My decision to go back Indonesia had taken everyone by surprise, it seems. I'm kinda happy cos I have made so many frens who cared abt me enough to ask why did I wanna do that :) In the past, nobody would have batted an eyelid..but then again u guys wouldn't when u know me for a bit longer. It's a regular thing that I do every holiday, but of course this time round it's a bit more special. My bro is going to Aust soon, and my Mom wants us to all gather a bit before that happens and I find a job, cos then we may not be able to gather so often liao. I know it's not a very good time to go back, but we have no choice. That's the prob when u stay in 2 different countries. That's all the reason there is really. Nothing more. I want to put this up on public domain becos too many ppl have come up to ask me why and come up with all sorts of speculation. So I'm explaining this once and for all. Phew :) But yeah, with the above turn of event, it may not happen at all. Sigh.
Why does it seem that everyone around me is troubled with some thing or another? Still, thank God for His reassuring presence!
// posted by Jenn @ 8:47 AM 
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