The Opera Populaire

When I'm down and need ppl to talk to, I will find someone, no matter what. If I dun feel like talking, pls respect my decision to be left alone. Cos if u keep talking when my head is aching, I'll explode sooner or later. As I always said, I'm not an angel, just a struggling human gal. Im tired of being pulled in different directions, with everybody wanting a piece of me. Help me, God.

Here is a song that Lorraine sent me. Cos I asked her why is her MSN nick something and so she sent me this. Think it's nice, in a tragic way. Let it go and let God, yeah, dearie? I'm always here for u *hugz* Adieu, dear readers for now.

[the waltz]
Strike up the band let it play
Love songs to haunt me and I will stay
But when it comes to a waltz
Both words and music will ring false

For you waltzed in
And spun my world
Around in dizzy danceI swirled
But suddenly
You waltzed away from me

Those violins, they must go
So no careless hand with a bow
May play on the strings of my heart
And make me remember how lovers part

How you waltzed in
And spun my world
Around in dizzy danceI swirled
But suddenly
You waltzed away from me

Strike up the band let it play
Whatever it chooses and I will say
Play me a waltz if you will
I'll sit here and listen waiting until

My love returns
To take my world
And spin it 'round
In dizzy swirl
Where girl loves boy
And boy loves girl
And feet don't touch the ground