Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Last Lap, but Wherefore the Strength?
It's the last lap. If I manage to mobilise all my remaining strength to complete it, by May, I will be a free person. And then, marriage, happy marriage. But for now, this sense of gloom and despair refuse to leave me.
It is there every morning I wake up. It is there in my lonely hours.
It saps me of my strength and joy.
It reminds me of happy times in December, when we were all together and I am rested, at last.
Oh God, You said You will not allow us trials beyond what we can bear. Where are You now? Your daughter cannot do it alone. Help me.
It is there every morning I wake up. It is there in my lonely hours.
It saps me of my strength and joy.
It reminds me of happy times in December, when we were all together and I am rested, at last.
Oh God, You said You will not allow us trials beyond what we can bear. Where are You now? Your daughter cannot do it alone. Help me.
Labels: Saya Affairs
// posted by Jenn @ 2:39 PM 
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