The Opera Populaire

This GE is very exciting. As other people have noted, never had there been such a ground-level engagement with politics. I had always been terribly apathetic when it comes to politics, but these days, the first thing I check out every morning is news about the GE, videos of what those jokers (ooops, politicians) say about the state of being of our country, etc etc. And I'm amazed at what these so-called guardians of the state can come up with...mud-slingings, with their defence mode high up. Says a lot about the standards of some people without their speech-writers. Gosh. Unfortunately, I had been denied the right to vote...which can be good or bad depending on which angle you see it.

Anyhow, being still a deep believer in NOT putting everything I think online, let's keep my thoughts on the GE off the cyberspace and move on. Well, that came a bit literally. My jailterm is almost ending. Time to think about the next step. Hence comes the difficult question. Sigh. Sorry, all of a sudden I don't feel like elaborating, except to say that I have been having strange dreams for the past 2 nights. Dreams that are, if you see them objectively, not sad. But I felt emotionally down in the course of its running. Perhaps they are feelings that my conscious self have been attempting to suppress. It is true that my being for the past 2 years or so can be seen by others as "normal", even enviable at times. Who will not feel happy to be granted a scholarship to pursue higher education, got a house at an enviable location and settled down with a great life partner? But things are really not what it seems. Deep down, I know that my Maker knows why I am unhappy and had long ago "settled" it for me. For that, I am holding on and trying to keep positive.

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