The Opera Populaire

I was made to chair class discussion twice this week. Gosh, public speaking is something I fear the most. It was many years till I found the best method that work for my Powerpoint presentation: prepare the script (complete with cue as to when to click the mouse) beforehand and read off it! But it is something else to chair class discussion, esp when it was impromptu! Thank goodness Dr. T was pretty encouraging, despite his ah beng ways. And I guess a masters level class was less intimidating than PhD one. Still I know I have a long way to go before perfecting my public speaking skills. I don't even like to ask questions in class, because the first words that come out of my mouth tend to sound so raw and awkward. I much prefer penning down my thoughts, where they can be subject to a little editing to sound more polished.

Been waking up automatically at 4 plus am and having a hard time trying to fall back into sleep. It makes for a tired and not to mention grumpy person the next day.

I'm sick of being pressed for decisions. For months now, I've had to make decisions about my house, my wedding, my MA stuff etc etc etc. Can someone pls help me decide, esp when things involve lotsa money, for now?

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